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12 December 2006 @ 06:01 pm
Life is Sucky  
A friend put it best why I'm so bummed right now: When tv stuff is lousy and life stuff is lousy, it seems not fair. When bad things happen in tv, we should have life to compensate, and vice versa.

How true.

So I'm dealing with a never-ending headache, other physical discomforts I won't discuss. A fucking kitten that I saved three months ago who barely tolerates my existence. TV show A breaking my heart over and over and over again. TV show B newly breaking my heart. TV show C looking like it's going down the road to pain. TV show D, I accidentally read spoilers that have pretty much leeched all joy out of this upcoming event. My one happy place show (Ugly Betty) is on break and I love Salma Hayek, but I frickin' hate Sofia and she's taking the happy out of my happy place, damnit!! Stay away from Daniel and stop woobiefiying him TOO SOON!!!!

Finally, I shouldn't care -- it's my life and it's what I'm used to, but not only will I be working on Chistmas Eve and Christmas, but when I'm not working, I won't be spending it with anyone. My family's in Georgia, the only friend who wouldn't be with family the whole time and thus spend time with me lives an hour away and it's a bitch and half to get out here because of her fucking selfish family who treat her crappily. I love my sister dearly and I am more into my house than I've ever been, but I know what I'm getting for Christmas from her -- towels. They'll be lovely towels and I will enjoy them, but yeah, that's what I'm getting for Christmas. Towels. My BFF might have enough money to get me a DVD or something, but that's about it. And I know Christmas isn't just about gifts, but it's still, sigh, on top of everything else, just depressing.

So yeah, life is sucky.

ETA: Three of the presents I ordered for my nephews were out of stock too! Guh. I hate life.
Jordanjordle on December 13th, 2006 12:03 am (UTC)
Sorry that life sucks right now. I know how you feel, I am pretty much always down but Christmas really brings the depression out in me! It reminds me about how alone I am. I'll spend christmas with my parents, my sisters and my brother-in-law, who I see all the time, but we aren't that close (we hang out but there isn't much of an emotional connection). We don't speak to Dad's side of the family and maternal Grandmother has Alzheimers. So chritmas morning means having to visit her and it is so so hard to see her like that.

I usually lean on my TV obsessions during this time but I'm trying to unattach myself from VM at the moment so if it all comes crashing down I won't fall apart!

Luckily Christmas is a busy time for me workwise so I can focus on that.
tigereyes320: LVS3PS&RBtigereyes320 on December 13th, 2006 01:32 am (UTC)
Is show A
our VM
Arabianarabian on December 13th, 2006 01:50 am (UTC)
Re: Is show A
Of course.
tigereyes320tigereyes320 on December 13th, 2006 02:21 am (UTC)
Re: Is show A
That's why I have fanfiction I can fix RT's mistakes. Already did it in one fic now I'll do it Christmas style
ex_ella_bane358 on December 13th, 2006 01:49 am (UTC)
This will make you laugh
Juliafairnymph on December 13th, 2006 01:52 am (UTC)
TV hiati are teh suck.
Sylvike: Heart3fishsanwitt on December 13th, 2006 02:39 am (UTC)
I'm sorry life is sucking right now.

::pets you::
harper47harper47 on December 13th, 2006 03:45 pm (UTC)
Awww. I wish I could help. I really do. Christmas, any holiday is always so, so hard when life is in one of those black, sucking pit areas.

Are there little things that you enjoy, that don't cost money that you can indulge in to perk you up? Like watching a favorite DVD, visiting some place nearby - like a pretty coffee shop, a house dripping with lights, a book you dearly love - things like that you could indulge in and just treat yourself? I know whenever I'm completely down I just take some me time and that helps.

I don't like Sofia either.

As for shows - well, in the end, they always seem to break your heart don't they?

But huggles and hoping you get an unexpected perk me up that lights up your day. You run an amazing board and are so creative and talented in your analysis. You have just oodles of talent. And, in the end, black sucky days end.
Arabian: Santa_Beararabian on December 14th, 2006 12:21 am (UTC)
Thanks Gerrie. I'm coming out of it slowly. And yay, my BFF said she MIGHT be able to come up around Christmas after all, so that's good news.